Yoochun is in Bali…. FUFUFUFFUFUFU… so close, yet so far… TT____TT
I find it very strange for people to keep on saying ‘I believe in karma’ - ‘karma will bite them in the ass’ or ‘why is karma not doing anything to ‘bad’ guys.’
LOL guess what.
It doesn’t work because the only person who has the prerogative over this whole karma and retribution thingy is GOD….
oh wow, about this karma thing, I only learn the word “karma” when I was about 18. I always use god retribution (balasan tuhan) to interpret it.
Then I always believe the world is actually fair (what a bullshit XD) and everything happen for a reason.
Scientific people would call it Newton’s Third Law. or most probably engineers (since i hang out a lot with engineering students back then)
Back to main topic, I’ve encounter several event where I can describe it “paid in cash” kind of retribution or karma. Example: There is this car that overtaking our car in rude way, like it can cause accident, but somehow, that car somehow stuck in the wrong lane.
That kind of karma. (if that is considered as karma/retribution)
But for people to say “karma will bite you/karma will get back at you” when something bad happen to then as result of bad deeds by other people. I actually stop blaming other people, and looking back on what I’ve done back then. I know I (or my family & friends) might have done something.
When something happen to me, I’ll say to my self that I deserve it, be it a good thing or bad thing. Because why would it happen to me if I can’t handle it.
I think that’s the best way I can describe on how I view the whole thing about karma.
Right, or Wrong (?) (and not to be confused with sin)
Its the matter of one’s perspective. Look at your own hands, now, it is right hand and left hand. Then, look into the mirror, your right hand is now left hand and your left hand is now right hand.
People gonna say, it is the “right” thing, when it is beneficiary to them and vice versa. It is probably something that human being had created to mask hypocrisy and self-centered manner.
For “right” to exist, there must be “wrong”. and it can be swapped to suit one’s most beneficial situation.
Where is logic? lol, fuck logic. Logic is very subjective and always change like the weather. But if you’re persuasive enough, you can influence people to believe in your ‘logic’.
People’s mistake is to think mightily of themselves. To believe that they’re in the right side. To blend in with the majority. To gain most benefits for themselves (or their bias in fandom situation). In order to achieve those hollow victories, they hurt other people and themselves. Its only for that moment, then what? I’ll just laugh seeing all these while eating my favorite sundae.
Be humble, but in the same time, be proud of what you are.
#that was super random from me, since I just woke up from sleep..
Yuchun - Ottogi CF.
make me wonder, what does sea, ukulele and yoochun have to do with instant noodle? LOL
done with 98 gif(s) from Tarantallegra MV. Gonna post the HQ gif to my LJ and the reduced-size gif here in batch.
I wonder how many gif would I created if I actually follow more idols.
fangirl musing #2
Bias in your favorite group. or, Just your one and only idol.
I understand the admiration for them. Like they’re your everything and so on with the bullshits. But I’m tired of the “my oppa is fucking better than your oppa” things. It is childish and ridiculous. Just for the heck of my perverted mind it, I’ll compare your bias with boobs or penis. Oh, surely you have nice boobs or penis. They’re beautiful and just in the right size. But really, do you walk around naked flaunting them? Unless you are a stripper or hooker on duty (but thats another thing). You covered them in nice clothing of course. Took a good care of them. Maybe I made a mistake by using this comparison. But one with enough brain cells can get the idea.
My main point here is for fans to stop bashing each other and their idols. It annoying, childish, irritating, eye sore and definitely not good for my blood pressure. I hope those fans can grow up, start thinking, respecting and accepting others’ preferences.
I’m actually amused with my own rants.. O_o
What do you gain from fangirling?
Why do you become fangirl in the first place?
Why do you like you idol?
Do you ship any pairing?
Do you set the tweet notification of your idol to your mobile phone?
Do you read any fanfiction?
Do you write any fanfiction?
I gain fans
I first became a fangirl because I didn’t know what to do with my spare time and because I like to see handsome, flawless boys ^0^
My (own) answers:
- friends, photoshop , blogging, writings, art inspiration/sources
- I thought admiration for someone is human nature.
- Because he is everything I’m not yet we share lots of similarity.
- I ship lots and lots of pairing.
- Yes.
- I read almost all fanfiction related to pairings that I ship.
- Just begin to write it.
Who are your major idols? Jaejoong and Yoochun? Why? I am curious.
What is your main couple pairing?
Don’t forget to insert me in your 2U fic ^0^ me and my yun-aegi obsession *creeper*
- my major idols are Yoochun, Jaejoong, Donghae, Changmin and Junsu. (those are in order), as for why they are my major idols; they’re good looking, weirdo, witty, (almost) fucked up life story that i can’t help but to admire even more, their flaws, and just because. LOL
- my main couple pairing(s) are JaeChun and YunChun. (also MinSu and JongKey)
- need to finish my changmin-centric one-shot first. then moving on to yunchun fic featuring you.. XDXD
What do you gain from fangirling?
Why do you become fangirl in the first place?
Why do you like you idol?
Do you ship any pairing?
Do you set the tweet notification of your idol to your mobile phone?
Do you read any fanfiction?
Do you write any fanfiction?
I gain fans
I first became a fangirl because I didn’t know what to do with my spare time and because I like to see handsome, flawless boys ^0^
My (own) answers:
- friends, photoshop , blogging, writings, art inspiration/sources
- I thought admiration for someone is human nature.
- Because he is everything I’m not yet we share lots of similarity.
- I ship lots and lots of pairing.
- Yes.
- I read almost all fanfiction related to pairings that I ship.
- Just begin to write it.
